Sunday, November 14, 2010

Nov14

What the fuck is this shit .

Am i wrong ?

Caring a person and worried a person like that .

Do u appreciate me .

If u want me to trust u

At least do something that let me feel safe .

Im tired of caring ady .

You are making me worried and jealous all the time .

All the explanation that you do .

I do believe ..

But this time .. im tired .

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Nov9

Holiday soon

My wishlist - A new tattoo and a brandnew Phone

But lack of cash now . What the fuck . LOL

HongLeong bank sucks ,

My card was stuck into the machine

After get back still cant use , that sucks to the max !!

Still gona go back the branch and get a new card . Zzzz

Night shiff , very sick .

Just slept 5~6 hours everyday ... =(

Working now .. and headache ...

Still got half day to pass .

Aikz ....

Friday, October 22, 2010

Oct22 - Friday

It's amazing

How you can speak

Right to my heart

Without saying a word,

You can light up the dark

Try as I may

I could never explain

What I hear when

You don't say a thing



[CHORUS:]

The smile on your face

Lets me know

That you need me

There's a truth

In your eyes

Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says

You'll catch me

Whenever I fall

You say it best

When you say

Nothing at all

 
All day long

I can hear people

Talking out loud

But when you hold me near

You drown out the crowd


(The crowd)

Try as they may

They could never define

What's been said

Between your

Heart and mine



[Repeat chorus twice]



(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

 
The smile on your face

The truth in your eyes

The touch of your hand

Let's me know
That you need me

[Repeat chorus]


(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all

You say it best

When you say

Nothing at all)

 
The smile on your face

The truth in your eyes

The touch of your hand

Let's me know

That you need me



(You say it best

When you say

Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)


Nothing to said .

Nothing at all .

Whatever .


Thursday, October 21, 2010

Oct21 Thursday

Just feel want to update .

Dont know why we keep argue for nothing .

Maybe im too selfish .

But .. im trusting u all the time .

Just feel like im failure .

Monday, June 14, 2010

星期一的无奈

14/6/2010 8:24am

刚到公司 , Setup 了一大堆东西后 , 就开始写网记了。

昨晚想找人聊天 , 可是他们不是忙就是睡着了。

开始很无奈 , 怎么现在的生活变到这样 。

刚才也是 , 接班那时同事忽然说要和我换休息,

我真的很无奈咯, 怎么时间表也不要看好来 ,

其实明天我也有东西做的 , 安排了明天的东西后现在竟然说要换!!

那算了吧, 你都买票回家乡了 , 我还能做什么 。

这几天都很累, 虽然是说公司现在真的没什么忙 ,

可是我的工作时间是每天对着电脑12小时 ,

我又怎么不会累呢?

明天可能又没得休息了,可能还要上班,真得那么多可能吗?

我真的很累了。

总觉得星期一很忧郁,好像有一种压迫感。

今天 , 真的有很多写不出的感觉 ,

自己给自己压力?

还是胡思乱想?

到底是什么一直围绕着我!!

还是我太多心了?

算了吧!

一切都是虚伪的 。

我真的很无奈啊 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, June 12, 2010

12/6/2010 9:48am

昨晚从云顶回来,好累啊!

我,燕,鸡,桦,mandy 和 yong 6 个人上去而已

今早就开工了,现在还很眼睡啊

10/6 一大早就上云顶了

抵达了那里,parking都找到半死!!

实在是太多人上去了,因为是学校假期,没有便咯

把东西放在酒店了,我们就开始逛了,

首先打篮球咯,游乐场里面真的很热,都没开冷气,

过后就各自逛了。

在highlands外面吹下风就回酒店冲凉了。

然后就去冰屋玩咯,不是很理想=。=

晚餐就随便吃咯,原本想吃自助餐的

都超过时间了,纳闷!!!

1:15am 半夜场 , 看karate kid,不错!!rate 10/10 有很多笑场


11/6 11点收拾好了,准备checkout了

先去那里的一家香港餐厅吃早餐,哪里知道,不好吃,有很贵,真是TMD

yong 和 mandy 先回去了,因该是要塔巴士的关系吧。

过后只剩我们4个人,就在indoor theme park逛了半天

玩了不少东西。

晚餐就在前晚错过的自助餐那里吃了

有很多东西吃啊,吃了不少三文鱼刺身。

大约8点多左右吧,就回了。

这次去云顶的旅程,拍了不少照片,得空才放上来吧!

很累啊!!!有机会再去玩过

Monday, June 7, 2010

=P

11:28am..

Still got half hour for lunch !!

Just make A new hairstyle xD

Perm + rebonding ~

Hehex >< in love with my hairstyle now

But abit look like *lalazai*

=.=|| hahax

Nvm la aslong i very suka ><

This week goin genting liao ,

Time for having fun !!!

Quit smoking bout 1 week ad ,

Feel like so goooood mang !!

Hahax >< heathly way for Diet !!!

For those who smoking , i really wanna say that

Quit smoking for a better life ><

Monday, May 31, 2010

Its Monday !

11am at office ! Last week off 4days , this week also the same -_- sienz.

Cant work on PH more sienz  ! this month 4xx gone ad haiz .

Long time no update ad , juz come for visit lor since im so free .

Last Saturday dinning at BubbaGump at sunway , all the food not bad wor ,

Shrimp cursine PRO XD two thumb up ,

RM6x per pax but is worth !!

This week off 4days , dont know what can do , hmmmm

Thursday buy junk food for going genting !

Still got long way to go =/

In love with Hyun_a xDDDDDD

Korean artist >< dancing pro and pretty for me XD

Aikz still got half day to pass -.-

Sien ar at office T^T

What web also blocked ad ,

Cant surf facebook

Only can msn T^T haiz i wish i know how to hack the firewall . !

Friday, April 23, 2010

Hey Hey

Long time no blogging ad

No time for update

My colleague 1 by 1 resign =/

Sienz

What to do ?

Continue for working lor ..bo bian

Go where Pou* also sien jo lor

Nowsday either my friend or schoolmate all so busy geh

Haiz =(

Even if i get car ad i also duno where to go = . =

Argh !!!!!

Tonight Go Where !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Opps =x

I think i know someting =)

But nothing important bout it

Just want to know only

Haha  .

Next week

Work noon shiff

Im damn happy =/

Because work night really gv me many weird feeeling  = =

Argh !! wanna save money from now =/

Everythings is END now .

Just relax ..hate to be EMO

I wanna diet ..

DIET DIET DIET !! = =

Wanna go swim without my *spare tayar*

Haiz =x when go club again T^T

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

RAGE !

ARGH ! DAMN FUKING RAGE IN THIS MORNING !!

WHAT THE FUCK !!!

SPECCHLESS !!!

Im so JAM !

Working working working working

So so so so so so so so so JAM =.=||

Haha ..so sien ehhh =[

Wanna text with people ...

But no one reply me ..

Argh  !!!

View ppl blog till sien ..

Haiz ..time pass so fast ..

Can i forget u ?

Or hide u in my deeeep heart

Come on =/ be cool ..

没人聆听

没人诉苦

没人安慰

没人关心

不需要同情

不需要可怜

LoLz !!

I duno what im writing now =/

Monday, April 5, 2010

近期来也么什么特别的

只是心情不好也一直蔓延下去

不知为了什么

应该是做晚班的关系吧

整个人都很暴躁

这几天都很不舒服

可能不够睡吧

我看,可能我什么都不理了

为了让自己过得好些

什么都别去想了

太过固执的话

反而会让全部人都不开心

人是会改变的

就当作给自己一个重新改过的机会吧

我奉劝某些人

就别太过执迷不悟吧

把那些无知的想法统统给我抛开

让自己的脑袋清醒些

这么就不会那么的烦恼了

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Btw ..i still on the sad mode ..so how ?

Life is kinda tough but how ?

suicide? Haha ! brainless ...

Hmmm .... haiz

Nevermind ..Hate for being EMO ..that sucks yo =/

That all gona write today ...Continue for working





P/s Albeee turn u to update ya blog

Thursday, April 1, 2010

Headache and Stomachache

=/

Owhhhh Feeeeling not well !!!

Damn it -.-|| must be this morning that nasi lemak ..

Haiz

Nite shiff again

Its sucks

Its bored

No ppl willing to chat with me because they all sleeping ad =[

WTF !!!

No mood for smoke

No mood for eat

No mood for drink =/

Juz wanna sleeeep right now

Tomorrow check for salary

After that go tattoo xD !

wheee ~

Sien mode =.=

Status : Club Hitz from 92.9

Awwwwwwwww........Ewwwwww...............=[

Get my car soon , for sure need a guarantor, i wonder who will willing to help me =/

Sien ar !!!!

HELP ME !!!!!! SOMEBODY CALL 911 ~

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Weird Feeling =/

Nite shiff ,

Bored ,

Moody .

What a weird feeling tonight ,

Im missing her ,

Feel so lonely tonight ,

Trying to find a topic chat ,

But hard for me right now ,

Being scare of LONELY .

Missing u badly =( ,

Oww that sucks,

Never missing a person like that .
-----------------------------------------

Damn it,

my colleague a.k.a my best friend all will resign soon ,

That means gona work without them ,

Gona hang out without them ,

I hav a bad feeling with this =/ ,

Oww...=(

Miss u guys !

When i resign ?

I guess No !

If wanna survive at KL ,

U must think twice before u resign =/

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Another Bored Day

Hmm..

Its been so long ..

=.= lolz sien..

Dont know what to do now ..

Yesterday go pasar malam , yumchar . eat , sleep .watch tv , working and keep repeat da same things =/

Lol ..tonight goin clubbing i think ..

Money money money maneh maneh ..

Anyway some of my colleague will resign =/

Another bored day i think uhh ?

Si xiaole lie me =/ say fetch me go shoping after i finish work ..

Nah =/ say reach jo call me ...
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Sien Sien Sien Sien Sien

Bored Bored Bored Bored Bored

Someone help me !!!!!

Haiz =/ I LOVE YOU !!! I MISSING YOU !!!

Saturday, March 20, 2010

End up !

Finally everything end up ,

Let go anot depends on ur hand ,

Which path to go ,

Which way to go ,

All depends on you ,

Happy ending or sad ending ,

Depends on you ,

Thanks for everything,

Thanks for choose to be honest,

Thats all i can say now .

Just simple ..Thats me =)

Jealous ?

Nah , Jealous for ? Caring for ? Loving for ?

You're Sucks , this words saying to u Leong Kah Mun .

Everytimes wanna care about it but sure got something to block me .

Why i gonna act nothing ? act stupid ? act like not care?

Y ?

I dont even know .

If got time machine ..

I will choose for fly back to past ..


No need make till so complicated ..

Even believe this word hide a lie ..

Haha, many ppl say this before ..

All i wanna do is just care ..

Its so simple ..

Can you feel it ?

Why everytimes make till so complicated?

Although im not very smart ..but i still can think cleary ..see clearly ..

Why must every ppl tot that im BRAINLESS ?

All i think about now is juz a word ..

Thats YOU !

I just wanna ask, can u feel it ? can u feel it ?can u believe it ?

Why i everytime will text you ?

Why i everytime will call you ?

Why everytime i missing u ?

Or mayb sometimes u will find me when im not text with you ?

I just hope u can understand it .

Just a little bit i will satiesfied already .


Peace !

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

抽烟的理由

没有烟抽的日子



我总不在你身旁



而我的心里一直以你为我的唯一的



唯一的一份希望



天黑了路无法延续到黎明



我的思念一条条铺在



那个灰色小镇的街头



你们似乎不太喜欢没有蓝色的鸽子飞翔矮



手里没有烟那就划一根火柴吧



去抽你的无奈



去抽那永远无法再来的一耧雨丝



在你想起了我以后



又没有抽烟的日子


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烟,可以给我忘记烦恼


我不觉得抽烟很有型,很酷


对于那些无知的才认为


至于抽烟可以让我暂时性的忘掉所有一切


我会选择抽烟


虽然危害健康


可是如果能将烦恼暂时的抛开


那又有什么关系


虽然我很想戒烟


可是现在的我,只怕像是染上了毒瘾


为了某些事情,某些人


也只能让烟来帮我解决



一支又一支的烟


现在也只能让它继续点燃下去

Saturday, March 13, 2010

不想戒烟的理由

烟,算是什么?


烟只是会在我烦恼的时候帮我逃避,疏解压力烦恼。


近期发生了许多事情,我也想了很多东西。


这几天我也没什么心情


只是一直在想该怎么做


不过昨天就好了一点


当我明白了你的意思时


我也会往好的方面去想


有时太过想念了


想打给你


可是往往都不知说什么好


我承认我昨天真的说错话了


对不起 。



没有下次了


算了吧,这句话不会再说了

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

其实我是不是真的太大方了?还是我的脑筋不好?还是我真的很蠢?我也不清楚了
或许真的迷失方向了。有些东西真的不用说太明,我想我也明白的。不然讲多错多,事情也变得非常复杂
可是这次真的太认真的了,我生气为了什么?我伤脑筋为了什么?我胡思乱想为了什么?
我每天都在想念为了什么?我每天都在担心为了什么?为了什么?
有时做人真的很辛苦,不过既然选择了,就应该坚持到底。不是说每件事都能很轻易的说放下就放下
还是那一句,是你的就是你的,不是你的就不是你的,可是我想把它变成我的,就是那么简单。
身边的人有些每天都在讲我,每件事都要来的了断,可是我偏做不到。是害怕还是什么?我也不清楚了
我只懂这次我心里想的和从我嘴巴说出来的都不一样,好像很复杂。
我因该算是懦夫吧!有些事真的不懂要怎么去表达,再加上我不是很会说话,得罪人多
真话假话我想也因该和你上次告诉我的一样吧,我也不清楚了
可能已经麻木了吧!
开不开心我看也应该不是很重要了吧
一切都看自己怎样去选择走这一条路
自己拿来的又能怪谁呢?
我不需要人来同情,安慰,这一些都不需要 !
坚强,大方,忍耐,体谅 我全部都是从这里学来的
这些因该算是收获?
再来怎样我也不懂了,看来我自己也要努力咯
不然失去了真的是会后悔
Last saturday clubbing at eurostar =/ not bad what ..haha ..pay alot but drink few ...nvm happy then ok ad ~ when go again ? i wan to clubbing !!!!!!!
Xiaole ~ born jo baby , sanfusai xDD i got a kaizai ad hahax
dont so mood down la xiaole ~ think positive everything can settle ad =) wish u , allen and my kaizai happy 4ever ~ 要幸福啊~你们能在一起不错了啦~就别想那么多 !

Sunday, February 28, 2010

今天还好吧~我很想去Clubbing发泄,可是找不到人陪我。
唉~早上起来肩膀和耳朵都很痛,不懂稿什么鬼的,可能睡不好呱。
工作工作,有时真的不想工作了,不过不做工又哪里来钱啊~唉,纳闷!
最近心情好转了吧,也开始会往好的方向去想。有些东西是你的,就是你的,不是你的,就勉强也没用,好多人这样的告诉过我,我也是无动于衷。哈哈 可能我够笨吧。
知道了太多的事情,可能是件好事或坏事,不过如果让我选择我当然想知道啦!
起码我也可以了解啊~
I wanna go club =/..i wan club hitz =/ i wan techno =/ i wan drunk =/
既然选择了等待,就得懂得怎么去守候,慢慢来吧,没事的! =D
At last i wanna say something =.= ..All the damn mother fuking loser , Fuck You All =D thanks

Saturday, February 27, 2010

Nahx ~ still the same ..nothing gona write for my blog now == ..i dont know y i create for it . Haha .. that 38 felicia last year ask me create 1 if not wrong =/ .. Come here juz for update *yi xia xia* lor .. my life ..still da same normal ..for now ..juz wanna concentrate on my Money =x ..
Juz wanna tell her ..No worry b happy .. =D Life is tough ..but dont gv up easily ..haha . Today saturday ..kinda busy ..but still can blogging - - ~ aikz ~ Miss u guyz my frd ..especially da 38 Felicia a.k.a Chocolate .

Thursday, February 25, 2010

HAHAHAAAAAaaa !!! what a waste !!! HAHahahahAHHAHAHahahahahahahahaha !!!!!!!!!!!
sorry juz feel wanna laugh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont know y ~ =) dont worry it will b nothing

Monday, January 25, 2010

New life for ma current career

Today feeel bored =/ so juz open ma blog to view it , delete all the old post ..and begin the new post ..monday morning ...damn free..after reach the office ..Gao Dim all the thing jo .juz surfnet =D..dam relax haha .
More 1hour+ i finish work ad =/ ..sien end of this month jo ..poor like hell . Write untill here only ba =/ dont know gona write what ad ..sien ..Finish work + back home eat + sleep = GG